Elation pours from me like water from a faucet when I consider my own mortality. How amazing is it that my mistakes won't matter in a few years? My little indulgences don't seem so harmful when I think that one day I will not be here to regret them.
This mindset gives me new focus. It makes me want to enjoy every moment a little bit more. It adds a rose colored tint to every occurrence in my life.
I recently started to call myself a hedonist, jokingly at first, but it is seeming even more apt as of late. My greatest goal at this point is to indulge in my own pleasure and happiness. To do so I will cast out anything or anyone that does not fit into this goal.
Life is too damn short to spend doing things I don't want to do. I would rather my fire burn bright for a short time then for my fire to be dim for a ling time. I will be the warm center of this universe that everyone crowds around. I will be awesome.