Thursday, September 30, 2010

SexyDaily 4

Its funny and true. Obama would do well to listen to the satirists.

Wednesday, September 29, 2010

SexyDaily 3.5

I lold

SexyDaily 3

Girl Scouts of America- Pro Abortion Feminist Training Corp?
Apparently a Republican candidate for congress name Hans Zeiger has gotten some flak because he claims that the girl scouts are pro abortion lesbians. He goes on to write that “The girl scouts allow homosexuals and atheists to join their ranks, and they have become a pro abortion feminist training corp. If the Girl Scouts of America cant get back to training real character perhaps it will be time to look for cookies elsewhere.”
Dont we as Americans have enough on our plate already without adding this bullshit to the mix? It really bugs me that any candidate can say this kind of shit and get away with it. Also is this what really matters to anyone. If someone is a pro abortion Atheist, who care? Oh yea thats right, Conservative Republicans. I could rant for days about the GOP.
If you want to read more follow the link below:
I plan on doing more blogs like this in the future. Some will have videos, and some will just be new snippets that I have found and think are ridiculous or amusing.

Tuesday, September 28, 2010


I almost raged until I realized it was satire.


Who wants to move to Canada with me? Legalizing this makes more sense then spending so much on fighting this.

Monday, September 27, 2010

SexyDaily 1.5

Look at me, breaking the rules already. This man is a cool guy, eh pwns McCains and doesnt afraid of anything.

SexyDaily 1

I have decided to start doing daily smaller blogs. So expect to see whatever is on my mind daily.

For now its this amazing song by Assemblage 23.

Thursday, September 23, 2010

Better Now

I think I am in a better place now than I was a few months ago. I am rid of a lot of negativity just by shedding some of the negative people in my life. Even though I am facing losing my freedom, I am not angry. I just want to be done with it all. I think I am really turning a corner in my life.

Monday, September 13, 2010

Ghosts Of My Past

I think of you tonight. Your warm embrace. The smell of your hair. The way your face creases when you smile. I see you in my minds eye and wonder what could have been. If I was a stronger man would you have chosen me? If I was a better father would you have stayed?

The truth is we are all flawed. I failed to break the cycle, so I have failed hard. Maybe there is some hope for redemption. I hope there is. When you are old and mature enough to understand why I did what I did, I hope you can forgive me.

Friday, September 10, 2010

Squirrels of the dead

So the other day I was walking home from the bus stop. As I walked on the sidewalk I noticed a squirrel that looked to be digging in the ground. Thinking nothing off it I started to walk past it. As I did, being a predictable squirrel the little guy ran up the tree. That caused me to notice the ground where the animal was. There was a dead squirrel laying there that was bloody. As I looked at the dead animal, the live one on the tree just stared at me. I saw that he had blood under his mouth and on his chest fur and hands. The thing fucking creeped me out so much that I had to pick up my walking pace a bit. Its like he was staring into my soul. In hindsight I wish I would have taken a picture. But yep, super creeptastic story.

Short and sweet

So I am faced with a tough decision today. The ex wants me to sign away rights to my children. Its painful, and just her asking kills me. There are pros and cons to this decision. One pro is that since I failed to break the cycle of violence for my son, that I have a chance for redemption in my daughter.

This, coupled with the fact that I have a third child with a woman I dont love on the way makes it hard to face the day. I can rarely fall asleep, and when I am asleep I dont want to wake up. It really doesnt help that I am on borrowed time. My freedom is limited.

I guess more than anything I need to start enjoying the little things in life. I have my games, I have my friends, and I have relatively decent health. So, for the few people that not only make my life livable, but also seem to feel the same about me. I love you guys.